NY? I can’t decide if I like NY or not….Well LI i guess, because if you ever get caught comparing LI to the city, your a dead man.  I mean it is the city where all dreams come true right? I feel like you should be able to make your dreams come true no matter where you are…..but I guess this is the center of it all. Just can’t decide what kind of life I like better….I feel like I need less people. But it will do for now. Im glad I moved here, I mean I was kinda bored in Tampa / FL…sorry mom.  It so crazy how different people are in different areas of the country. Guess it all has to do with $$..kinda. O well livin it up while I can!  

NY?

I can’t decide if I like NY or not….Well LI i guess, because if you ever get caught comparing LI to the city, your a dead man. 
I mean it is the city where all dreams come true right?
I feel like you should be able to make your dreams come true no matter where you are…..but I guess this is the center of it all.
Just can’t decide what kind of life I like better….I feel like I need less people.
But it will do for now. Im glad I moved here, I mean I was kinda bored in Tampa / FL…sorry mom. 
It so crazy how different people are in different areas of the country. Guess it all has to do with $$..kinda.
O well livin it up while I can!
 

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not that my brother can do this or anything….
Why can’t I relax Why is learning so FUCKING hard for me?! I mean seriously. O BTW, just memorize 5 million fucking pathways that do 5 million neuroliogical things that effect ever movement we make and every breath you take. Not to hard. Right. All I want to do is save the world. Thats it. This is insane. School I mean. And the minor fact the I compare death with my grades via conversation ” did terrible on that test, at least we are alive”. who does that! There are so many worse things that could be going wrong with my life but yet I still stress the FUCK OUT THAT IM NOT GUNNA MAKE IT! Why do we put so much emphasis on what we become? I mean, i guess its important. Why cant we all relax, help each other like normal human beings, and live fucking life instead of trying to force it on ourselve! Ugh Im done. FUCK SCHOOL, FUCK TRYING SO HARD…..Just gotta get by somehow…

Why can’t I relax

Why is learning so FUCKING hard for me?! I mean seriously. O BTW, just memorize 5 million fucking pathways that do 5 million neuroliogical things that effect ever movement we make and every breath you take. Not to hard. Right.

All I want to do is save the world. Thats it. This is insane. School I mean. And the minor fact the I compare death with my grades via conversation ” did terrible on that test, at least we are alive”. who does that! There are so many worse things that could be going wrong with my life but yet I still stress the FUCK OUT THAT IM NOT GUNNA MAKE IT! Why do we put so much emphasis on what we become? I mean, i guess its important. Why cant we all relax, help each other like normal human beings, and live fucking life instead of trying to force it on ourselve! Ugh Im done. FUCK SCHOOL, FUCK TRYING SO HARD…..Just gotta get by somehow…

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